Give up?

Sometimes I worry that if I have a bad day, hour, minute, conversation, or action... That the person or any people I love or care about will just BOOM give up on me! Case in point, last night I got upset about something. I planned a little something special, so when the possible plans didn't happen, even though I wasn't banking on it... I was let down cuz I looked cute and was going to do something special! Anyway, I let my emotions get the best of me and got mad. I had felt slightly pushed to the side or disrespected and, while I didn't plan my night around any plans, of course I would rather be doing that fun 'something' than be with the other people or doing whatever else I was going to do. Anyway. I acted irrational for about 30 minutes. I let myself act off of my emotions. Then, although it turned out to be a good, fun end of the night later on!... I had the constant worry all today that me acting that silly way for that half hour would push someone away from me forever, think negatively about me or us, and give up.

Should I think like this? No. No one that's anyone would give up on someone they love, well, ever. But, no one especially would when they're usually so good. I'm 90% of the time great! I know I am caring, sweet, helpful, have good values, and have my head on straight! So the occasional time I don't... Well, that's me. Take it or leave it I'm not perfect. But the thing I have going is I can admit that I'm not perfect. Sometimes I do dumb stuff. I overreact. I act crazy, for lack of better word. But AM I crazy? Nope! Some people cannot admit they do things wrong... I can. I do and I know it.

So, if you're at all like me... I guess what you have to remember is you'll have bad moments. Everyone does. As long as the majority of the time, like me, you're a great person... Anyone that loves you and has values and is a great person themselves would never give up.
(just a note... I overanalyze and stress a lot! I get myself worked up and freak out for nothing sometimes! I'm workin on it, ha!)
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